Sun, 16 Jan 2005 23:41:16 GMT

new journal, this one has too much painful shit<3rip<3

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add it if you want, if anyone even still reads this.

public. for the LOVEOFMYLIFE<3

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 00:21:41 GMT

i love you.. honest and truly, i love you more than you'll ever know. we will most definetly be together forever. i don't know what triggered everything, but i promise i'm here. always.. no matter what. please don't block me out, i want to help. i'm trying. i know that i can't fix everything, but i can be there for you while you get through it. this has been the hardest year of my life, probably of yours too.. and a lot of of other people's. we all lost something great. he was your best friend, and i can only imagine how hard this is. call me anytime, i don't care what time it is ..because i cannot lose you too. i know i've been a bitch. i'm working on it, i'm really trying.

...anyone who reads this, and is thinking or considering suicide, its NOT the answer. EVER. it devastates everyone you leave behind, and no one is ever the same. no matter how unloved or hated you think you are, so many people will miss you.

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Thu, 01 Apr 2004 01:26:06 GMT

hey .. YEAHHH this entry is public - i want to see who actually reads my lj so if you read (even just every once in a while) then PLEASE comment. oh & if you post anonymously please leave your name.

xo ; riles

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Sat, 21 Feb 2004 20:56:50 GMT

i thought i knew what love was ..

public. for the LOVEOFMYLIFE<3

OO21 ;;

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